(copied from MD)
posted 11/4/2006 8:07:02 PM



Have you ever had someone say something to you that causes you to go back in time and think about things that you haven't thought about in years??? Tonight I was talking to one of my friends and something was said that totally threw me off guard... and the next thing I know I am rehashing crap that I had dealt with and put away years ago...It's funny how something can be said that really has nothing to do with anything important but it triggers something in your brain to remember things from the past and all of a sudden there they are WHAM right in front of you...Now I just have to figure out why these thoughts came flooding back in... and what I am going to do about them now that they are here... I know very confusing blog for you to read.. I understand it though... It's kind of a de ja vu thing.... being "tranformed" back in time and "reliving" certain actions all over again... sometimes life would be much simpler if we could do that wouldn't it? Then maybe instead of trying to deal with feelings and thoughts and putting them away with the rest of the baggage.. we'd be able to redo things the right way and have a lot less baggage to carry through life... I have never claimed to not have baggage because let's face it.. what's the point? We all have it... been married and divorced... you have BAGGAGE... have kids... you have BAGGAGE.. there's different kinds of "baggage" but it's still baggage... I've always said it's how you deal with the baggage that matters... not that you have baggage... so I guess I better take my own advice and deal with this new ... or maybe old piece of baggage and tuck it away... hopefully this time forever.